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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Emotional Revelation ( Part 1 )... 

Me is the vindictive sort who will get back at anyone who ever hurts me or anyone close to me. Stupid sis was the first one to step on moi toes and till now, me has never forgiven her and probably never will. She used to say that me will never have any friends and she will graduate with degree while me was still retaking moi exams. Okey, after a while, moi hatred of her because of this has subsided. BUTTT..what she did later on was totally unacceptable and unforgivable.

1) She is rude to mother and father. She likes to rebuke father about always getting drunk and not setting a good example and scolds him without giving regard to his ego. When mother cuts some fruits for her or makes soups for her, she would just shout, " Don't disturb me ! "

2) She is the one who wanted a doggie but frequently neglects Sparkie and treats home like a hotel, coming home as late as she likes.

3) Never really cares for family. Treat friends better than family. Me pity Benson when he marries her -- she expects people to care about her while she always never spares a thought for other. She is primarily concerned about her own success and makes sure that she can even surpass her fellow friends though giving a semblance of showing "sportsmanship" ( pretending by saying things like don't let me win, do your best ). There was the time when she got into trouble in primary 6, and she found an orthodontist to help her wear braces secretly behind moi parents back. Moi mother later found out and still continued to allow her to wear braces even though WAT SHE DID. While stupid sis just pretends as if nothing happens and continued showing ugly tempers. What she only cared about her was own happiness.

4) Is a 2-Headed Snake, Hypocrite, Frequently fails to keep promises and Perpetual Egoistic Liar. Always thinks that she knows some high-profile people and can rely on them to get things done for her.

5) ++++++ So much more......

6) She doesn't mind making enemies. She likes to make idiotic faces at people even father and mother while being sarcastic and spewing some " witty " rubbish. She was once in debating club in SAJC and so thinks that she would be able to " sweet-talk " anyone..Crazy sia...

7) She has learnt Shorthand, Japanese, Piano, Surfing ??, Swimming, Drawing, +++. Me admit me is kinda jealous of her because these were the things me could also learn but mainly because me was too lazy, thought me would not be able to handle so much and also thought that these were unneccessary finances that would burden moi mother. Actually when me was in secondary school, me wanted to opt for braces too, but when me heard it costed $3000++, me freaked out. Cos' me was scared that mother would not be able to fork out that much money while stupid sis, just went ahead with her braces as though she was oblivious of the strain on mother's finances.

Me has probably mentioned this before but here it is again...

Education: Hong Wen School ( PSLE: 259 ), SCGS ( 9 Subjects, 8 Distinctions ), SMU - School of Accounting.

WARNING: Spoilers Ahead..Pls Skip if uninterested...

Personality:

1) Likes to tink she herself is cut above the rest/above average in terms of looks and intelligence. ( This is one point me CAN'T STAND HER...yap...me also like to tink tat me is superior to others..hehe... She scrutinises a person thoroughly like a true Virgo;when u meet up with her for the first time, she will inspect observe u and see if u are good-looking, have lotsa money, are intelligent, have character, ia boyfriend/marriage material, ++ then if she doesn't like u...she will diss u. Example...When Denise Keller dissed Sarong Party Girl, then she told me wat's so great abt Denise, she smokes. )

2) Likes to indulge in self-assurance and when things go wrong, she c-r-u-m-p-l-e-s. Tat time when father wanted to slaugther beat our doggie, Sparkie, she just broke down and cry. Likes to reassure herself tat she is beautiful by saying "Wo shi mei nu" now and then. While she is not ugly, she is just only at best average while me is an ugly duckling..hah...

3) Likes to engage in politics. Dunno if she is aware of nortz....buden me tink she knows...she likes to bitch about others secretly and constantly tink tat being nice to others in her environment would reap her future benefits. She also likes to think that she is great because she know some high-profile people like for example Goh Chok Tong's daughter or son..^^;;...

4) Likes to be praised for her efforts. Oh no...no wonder, we are both related by blood...me also like to be praised...kinda seems like small kids...uhh..When she intros some nice things to people, she expects the person to like it and if possible praise her or thank her. She also hates being ignored and wants people to make eye-contact with her when she speaks. Crazy sia...u tink u some big shot or wat...

Anyway, thereafter, me just wandered aimlessly for the past few years till now, in an attempt to outperform stupid sis in all areas. ( social standing, have more friends, more money, more appeal, more skills+++ ) But it always fails miserably..cos me was always a bit too soft-hearted, too lazy and lack of focus. She was the one who taught me what it means to be in the real world. When me was small, me was still living in moi own world. Me would just do homework the minute me get back home or even on the bus while playing computer games or watch television once homework was finished. But through her, me learnt that there were other things that people do besides what me do. She used to be a crybaby and timid girl, a far-cry from what the aggressive and intimidative girl she is now. She used to stay in school for CCAs while me just laze around at home watching television. She was the one who exposed me to not just using but effectively utilizing the internet; using the online services to book cinema tickets, find destination points of buses, etc. She created her own calenders, printed them out and micro-managed her daily expenditures and her short-term goals. She also participated in a lot of activities and showed me that it was neccessary to show to people that you are capable. When me was young, me never bothered to think so much, me just enjoyed moi carefree life of playing Lego and other pastimes, though me was the one who imparted to her moi passion for comics like Conan the Detective and Kenshin, and computer games like Chronotrigger and Final Fantasy. Anyway the past are just tattered memories that only serve their purpose in reminding their existence and guide us towards the future so 'nuff said.

However, me must say that she doesn't really live up to her potential. Me once argued with her that me wanted width and not depth of knowledge while she argued that depth was more important. That was because she did not know the width me meant studying medicine, law, architecture, ventriloquism, pyrotechnics+++, while me too was ignorant what she meant by depth. It was only a few years later before me understood that we were Only half-right. Width and depth of knowledge must fuse together before it can be effectively utilized and just possessing one quality may be good enough for ordinary purposes but not enough to compete near the Best of the Best. What was even more important IMHO was also Willpower/Determination and Persistence. Eventually the aim is not plainly just sole dedication to the mastery of only width or depth but to combine the 2 of them together to add more meaning than there is to width and depth. This is just moi' assumption but why stupid sis is so clever is because she "ripened/awakened" earlier than me and uses Intelligience to gain Wisdom but me was using Wisdom to gain Intelligience. Even if you possess High I.Q and/or High E.Q, you still wouldn't be a match for me. Moi' Intellect is of a 3rd Order Factor -- Psychic, Intuition, Metaphysical and Astral-Dimensional all rolled into one and cubed..Mwuahaha...

Stupid sis is one of the few that can make moi blood boil and eyes glow with murderous intent. Me don't know how did me ever endure living with her for so long,maybe because she is seldom at home..maybe me is too soft-hearted..but whatever it is, me just hope that me will not do anything crazy..a Negative Leo is someone you will not ever want to face! Luckily me is usually disciplined enuff to control moi' actions and CAN STILL Hear & Consider other people's opinions before me act unlike her. Whew...

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